My face is st streaked salty rivers of tears. These are not from you, but from the fear I have created myself. I lay my head in your lap, looking and searching for comfort. You, my gentle Muse…
You run your strong fingers through my hair. The whispered words of love soothe my abused soul. I wrap my arms around you, as you have anchored me. You, my unknowing Savior…
Leaning down you kiss me softly on the head. I am filled with joy. With your love in tow I am able to be strong. I can learn to bear my own weight, and leave behind sorrow. You, my unwavering Bodyguard…
I reach for your touch, your kiss, your arms around me. Maybe for once I can close this book of fear and pain that I have written myself into. You, my darling Inspiration…
This is an excerpt from my second book… I thought this went well to follow the Love in the Moment rant. This is really how I feel about love… I hope you enjoy these short paragraphs.
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“I do not look at you and see the future.”
“Gee thanks doll. That really makes me feel better.”
“Well I am sorry, that you seem to have taken that the wrong way. I do not look at anyone and see the future. I do not want to. If I look ahead like that I may end up disappointed when things do not pan out that way. So I only look around and see this moment with you. That is all I want to see. That way if we do not have this great and glorious destiny ahead, we at least have right now. Right now, I am happy to be spending this moment with only you my lover, for in this moment I love you. As long as I love you right now what else matters? There is no one in the world I would rather share this moment with. Just because I do not see forever in your eyes, doses not mean I would not have that if it happened that way.”
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Naomi’s rant: Love on the Moment
Every little girl is taught that true love is out there. They will meet their own prince charming, and be whisked away from their horrid life to find something better. He will be hansom, and rich, and do what ever you want him to do. Then the little girl grows up. She wonders, “Where is my prince charming?” Many find a guy and think, “Well he is okay I will stay with him until something better comes along.” Then some realize the worst. There is no prince out there, and love at first sight is a dream. Some people even start to doubt there is such a thing as love, becoming bitter, and hateful.
Love is real but it is not tangible. You can not hold it, and you can not keep it, you can only give it. Love is fleeting, love is not lasting and it does not form a permanent bond. Love is in a moment. In a single moment you can love something so deeply that it is truly your whole world. Then the next morning when you wake, it is no longer there. Most people will try to continue to fake the love, because they do not want to hurt the other person. They do care for the person, just not in love anymore. So they go on, sometimes for years saying the three words until they lose all meaning and the moments are gone. Yet they keep going through the motions. Then they start to hate the person for killing that in them. This is the real end of most people’s marriages.
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